martes, noviembre 30, 2004

Lilo and Stich



I know it's downright mean but it's also hilarious! Aww come on, don't tell me you're not laughing!

Lists

THINGS BOUGHT IN SM LAST SUNDAY

  1. Angel's Breath perfume for men (It lasts longer)
  2. The Princess Diaries volume 3
  3. Anklet-slash-necklace with matching earrings
MOVIES RENTED FROM VIDEO CITY

  1. Scooby Doo 2
  2. Ella Enchanted
  3. When in Rome
  4. My Boss' Daughter
  5. Intolerable Cruelty
  6. Harry Potter 3
RENTED MOVIES WATCHED

  1. Ella Enchanted
  2. When in Rome
  3. Intolerable Cruelty
  4. Harry Potter 3
BOOKS READ

  1. Princess Diaries 3
  2. Angels and Demons
  3. Charmed (Garden of Evil)

THINGS THAT HAPPENED TODAY

  1. At breakfast, I wanna puke
  2. When I took a bath, I wanna puke! (I'm not pregnant!!!!!!!!! I'm still a minor!)
  3. When I took a bath, the water was freezing
  4. When I ate lunch, I didn't have an appetite
  5. But I still bought a huge plate of what the canteen calls BAKED MAC with bread and pineapple juice
  6. In Songbirds, a girl fainted (She's not pregnant!!!!!)
  7. When I went home, this girl with a smug smile kept throwing trash outside when the jeep had a trash can just in front of her. What in the world!!!! It irritated me!
REASONS WHY THE SONGBIRDS MAY BE PERVERTED (And not because of BIRD FLU)

  1. During the workshop, Miss M said, "Breast out!"
  2. During the workshop, Miss M said, "Spread your legs!" (She actually meant spread your feet)
  3. During the chain-song game, the Altos and the S1s sang, "Like a Virgin"
REASONS WHY TODAY IS GREAT

  1. Noreen and I made up!
  2. I actually understood my Math lesson!
  3. No teacher in HE today (Thus I didn't have to pass my project)

REASONS WHY TODAY IS NOT GREAT

  1. I feel sick
  2. Hot, hot, weather!
  3. During Songbirds, we sang for so long I had to catch my breath
CURRENT LSS

  1. Wag na Wag Mong Sasabihin- Kitchie Nadal
  2. Accidentally in Love- Counting Crows

domingo, noviembre 28, 2004

Of Web Browsers and Pirated Friendster Surveys

I'm just browsing the net while I'm downloading the Firefox. Gee, I don't know but I suddenly got interested in it. And according to www.download.com's reviews... well, it's a breath of fresh air compared to Internet Explorer. We'll see. I just hope it doesn't take too long to set up. I downloaded IE 6 and Netscape 7 but haven't installed them yet.

Okay, to while away the time, I'll answer this love survey from Tessa in Friendster


1. are u serious wen it comes to relationships?


= .: Yes, of course. Except if I don't like the guy!


2. are you afraid of commitments?


= .: Sometimes, because some might not work out the way you want it to.


3. are u a risk taker?


= .: Yeah...


4. wat can u say abt. long distance relationships?


= .: Haven't tried! But most of the time these thngs don't work anyways!


5. can u luv a person hu doesnt love u?


= .: Yes


6. do actions speak louder than words?


= .: Yeah, guess so.


7. hav u felt/found true love?


= .: I guess?


8. how can u say that a person luvs you?


= .: He'll do anything to make me loved?


9. are you good in handling relationships?


= .: How would I know?


10. willing to give everything?


= .: Almost everything, maybe.


11. best thing uve learned from loving?


= .: Loving hurts (Maybe loving is hard?), especially if you're loving someone who doesn't know you love him... Right?



12. do u demand ur luv1 to change into someone
that pleases u?


= .: So that means I don't love him because I can't accept who he really is? Hmm, I don't demand naman eh!


13. wud u let go of some1 u love?


= .: Yeah, if the feeling is gone (Teka, song yun ah! Haha!), pero it'll be hard


14. are u a one woman man & vice versa type
of person?


= .: Yes... Loyal!


15. is sex important in a relationship?


= .: Not really

16. how do u express ur luv to sm1?


= .: By simply being there for him when he needs you


17. wat is the major reason of a break up?


= .: Unfaithfulness.


18. most important ingredient in a relationship?


= .: Love and trust


19. ever regret loving someone?


= .: No!


20. one thing u hate abt love?


= .: Love can make you happy, but it can also leave you heartbroken


21. one thing u like about love?


= .: The happiness it brings?


22. worst thing u did to a love one?


= .: Nothing--yet


23. are you in love?


= .: I'm confused.


24. with whom?


= .: It's not for me to tell


25. do u have a bf/gf?


= .: Wish ko!


26. why?


= .: Obviously I don't have.


27. are you a hopeless romantic?


= .: Yeah, super!


28. do you get tired of loving ?


= .: No!


29. who has changed your view about loving?


= .: So many people


30. message to your loved one?


= .: I'll be waiting. :)



sábado, noviembre 27, 2004

Kath... Christmas Tree... Paris... Spongebob...

.:: Wow! Kathleen called all the way from Manila! It was so cool hearing her voice again! And she had a Manila accent na huh! Kath is in love with someone! Hehehe. Too bad both of you didn't get into the marriage booth. Better luck next time!

I really miss Kath. She moved over the summer early this year. I miss her presence at the school, though it's barely noticible. She's really quiet but she's a fun person to hang out with. And she's pretty (Like me daw!). She's got this really long, silky hair and fair skin (I think I'm fairer though...). She might be coming over, but I don't know when (She doesn't either!). Don't worry Kath, I'm pulling together your Christmas-slash-Birthday present (Her birthday is December 25). Hope to talk to you soon!

.:: The huge Christmas tree in Araneta Center is now lit (Open?). It just did last night. I'm from Cebu so I don't know what the deal is, until I saw it last night. Wow! And the fact that it's the biggest tree in the whole Philippines astounded me! Speaking of trees, here's our very own:



Cool, eh? Mom designed it, so it looks absolutely great! But you should see it personally, because it looks more beautiful that way, with the light effects and all. I bet it'll look prettier with presents under it. Hahaha.

.:: I love Paris Hilton! I don't know, but she has an aura that I really like. And she's so pretty and sexy! Her blue eyes are contacts but still she's pretty. I want to get a copy of her book, Confessions of a Heiress. I envy her too, you know. She's beautiful, rich, popular, talented, name it!



.:: Remember when I said about my Spongebob stuffed toy/pillow? Everyone thinks it's cute! Hehe, it really is!



O, diba? (The left hand is torn! Curse the one who did that!)

jueves, noviembre 25, 2004

The New Me

Such a humid day!

I finally finished my all-new blog template! Yes! I spent around three hours last night doing it, and today, I spent two hours adding the playlist, containing my favorite songs available. But it's all worth it! I never really liked Spiderman anyways, I was just desperate for a new skin!

No classes today because of the transport strike. Sheesh, why didn't they just make it Friday, and so we don't have classes, we have another four-day weekend. Some things I never understand. Haha.

Right now, I'm mentally composing my Christmas list. I plan to get everyone a common thing, so it's not too expensive yet it's unique. What is this thing? Well... secret! I have a P500++ budget, quite smaller than last year's P2,500 but I'll survive. Hehe.

A few weeks and it's our exams, our Christmas party (Catered-yay!), and of course, Christmas itself. I'm slowly making notes. I answered one out of two math problems in our last test too. Not bad eh? Not like before that I only answered some and they end up wrong. This one, I'm super confident I got it right. What annoys me though, was problem number one. The answer was supposed to be 150 liters (ml?), so 100 liters and 50 liters. I solved it and I got 180 and -30, which also makes 150 but I didn't have time to change my answer. Too bad. But really, I'm confident on problem number two. I hope I could keep this up. I need to make bawi on my grades badly. No--wait, let me rephrase that. I WANT to make bawi on my grades, and I know I will. I made a mistake during the second grading period but it's not as if it's the end of the world. I still can pass the finals if I exerted effort. I learned my lesson--rather, Math lessons. Hey, it's a brand new me!

It's not just Math that I've been exerting effort, but I'm exerting effort in Science, SS, THE and Filipino too. I can't just mope around all night doing nothing.

And it's three months more till summer vacation! Gosh, I can't wait! Admittedly, I'm surprised I made it this far-hahaha. Yes, I will make it. I'll make sure I do. That's what I learned from this recent experience. If you want to make it, you have to strive for it. You have to work hard for it. If you'll do nothing, you'll get nothing. And who wants to get nothing? Not me!

miércoles, noviembre 24, 2004

New Blog Template

Hehehe. See, I couldn't stand Spiderman for so long no? On my part, it was hard to maintain, something about posting. So I whipped up this new one. It's girly-girl and it looks cute and innocent, like the blogger (Hah!), plus the music is really sweet. I'd suggest you take time to read the things written in the status bar too, it's really so nice. And yes, Mommy Meg, I took your Jordan out na. Happy?

Tell me which looks better, this or the Spider man?

PATTY TRIVIA

1. I don't eat fish because when I was little, a bone stuck into my mouth and it was a horrible experience for me then, but still I haven't gotten over it
2. I love vegetables, and I mean it
3. I hate the word "Resurrection." When I was in first grade, I did not get into our spelling competition at school because I spelled that word wrong. Did I spell it right this time?
4. I used to suck some of my fingers until I was seven
5. I may have been scolded, but I never experienced being yelled at and being spanked by my mom. She is the grooviest!
6. I am a bookworm. I have lots of books stashed.
7. I used to be so afraid of dogs. One dog chased me and good thing I was able to lock the gate. Now, I'm not so afraid of them anymore.
8. I like cats. They’re cute!
9. My first phone was this big Nokia unit.
10. I have already changed my SIM five to six times in the past 2-4 years, and my mom still has the same number.
11. Since I was little, I was already fond of computers
12. Since I was little too, I used to watch ASAP and dreamed to someday be the one singing in front of the TV
13. I love drawing, and I used to be good at it. Now? I'm not so sure.
14. When I was in prep, I wanted to be a teacher when I grew up.
15. When I was in sixth grade, I wrote for the school paper and the magazine.
16. I appeared on TV twice.
17. I love Chinese food!
18. I used to have three extra piercings.
19. I like to dress unusually
20. When I start cleaning, I don't just clean up something, but I end up cleaning everything!
21. My hair used to be really, really curly!
22. I love Avril Lavigne!
23. I love music!
24. I was always one of the first in line when the whole class is arranged by height. Darn!
25. For the boys out there, I hate boys who don't want to introduce themselves (Or are probably too coward to do so) to my Mom. That's why I busted some. Hehe.
26. My mom and I are really close and we're like sisters. We even tell people so!
27. I am my grandfather's favorite grandchild, probably because I am the first.
28. I used to have goldfish, and two birds which I named after me and my brother!
29. My mom and I always end up dressing in the same colors when we go out.
30. When I get obsessed with something, I really get obsessed!
31. My first plane trip was when I was seven. We went to Manila before Christmas!
32. Because of that, I missed a week in school and I did not get to be on the honor list.

martes, noviembre 23, 2004

New Photos

Ugh... we watched this movie about Indians and it ran for four hours! Whew! My butt was literally attached to the seat and my head aches from reading the subtitles.


Anyways... new pictures!



Rebond? Hindi ah, shi-nampoo lang yan!



O, pa-demure-demure pa diyan!



Snob? I'll show you what a snob really is!

viernes, noviembre 19, 2004

Bcuz of U

hi y'all...


i watched bcuz of u with chai-chai, faye and dixie today. it's really nice, a feel good film. and it was so cute! no offense, h and s don't know how to kiss pero still kilig! yay! i'll blog more later, too exhausted!



and i just want to greet the class vice president, daryl pasco, a happy birthday! poor daryl got "victimed" in PE earlier. see, we had this test and after the test, daryl and tanya apparently cheated so delos reyes got mad at them (best actress madam!)... daryl started to cry (trust me, i did not believe it even though i don't know anything about the plan... hello, why would a top 1 student cheat?). then mdm. dlr said, "i'm sorry... i'm sorry to say i was just forced to do this!" hahaha! victim! that's okay dar, you can still have revenge. hahaha.


g'nyt peepz!

miércoles, noviembre 17, 2004

I'm running out of entry titles... *Sigh*


Okay, ate at DonHen yesterday. Not in the mood to blog about it now... Nyways, got my report card. Haaayyy...

lunes, noviembre 15, 2004

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to me! Hehehe, nothing. Just felt like greeting myself today instead of tomorrow. And gosh, *someone* greeted me, I fell off my bed! My closest pals know who she is. ;)

domingo, noviembre 14, 2004

*sigh*


i don't know if this'll be my last entry in a long time. i have this feeling that i might be grounded. yaikz! stupid stupid math grade. i am determined to bring that grade up so i won't fail overall. after all, who'd want to be stuck with a bunch of under-achievers (as i call them) in summer school, or maybe be stuck in the same year level. not me!


so, if i think this is gonna be my last entry, better make it long, right? i can't live without my computer but who knows, mom might just take it away from my room *gulp*. after all, she'd caught me in front of the screen more than once and even caught me awake at three am. now, that won't be possible if i hadn't moved into a new room, which is right next to hers. just a wall separating us, and a wall with a hole in there! hello, if my light is on, it'll show. if i was back in my old room, i'd be far from my mom. i would have a larger space. and she would not see me awake. i can make so much noise if i want to. but i've moved and it sucks. i feel she's watching me every time. and no privacy, heck! just a push and the door will open even though you've locked it.


admittedly, school has become harder this year. what did i expect? i just didn't expect my grade will... be like this. well, the teacher does suck and i do not understand what she is saying. too bad for me.


i also admit i have been spending too much time on the internet, going gaga over my obsessions *wink wink*, reading people's blogs/xanga, checking friendster and chatting. i'm unstoppable! yay! so, if i don't get banned from my best friend, i'd go home early, do my thing on the web (maximum is two hours), eat, watch TV (about an hour, maybe) then study for four hours. in my opinion, that's not bad at all. on weekends, that's when i can stay up late. wow. we'll see...


another reason i feel guilty about staying up is growth. hahaha. gosh, how would i grow if i don't have enough sleep? yaikz. i know petite people have their own advantages but being too tiny sucks. uhm... i have this joke, but never mind!


gosh, i really pray that i won't get grounded but if i do, i deserve it. i need internet rehabilitation! hahaha! but i'm going to miss my best friends, my online buddies who i chat with until dawn, my web of friends (aka the websites i visit), etc.


so... see you next time! we can always send text messages, right?

viernes, noviembre 12, 2004

Mahirap Ba?

Let my thoughts freely come out... Do not care about the language or the punctuation marks and capitalizations and yada yada. Just go with the flow.



mahirap ba masaktan? hindi lang mahirap! masakit rin. lalo na pag inaapi ka kahit wala ka namang kasalanan.
mahirap bang ma-inlove sa taong may mahal ng iba? oo naman, kasi may mahal na siyang iba. gusto mo kayong dalawa lang magkatuluyan diba?
mahirap ba pag may taong sobrang mahal ka pero di mo naman mahal? oo, mahirap din yun kasi di mo naman talaga siya mahal. the best thing to do is to tell him right from the start na hindi mo siya mahal para di siya masaktan na as in saktan. gets?
mahirap ba pag mahal mo, mahal ka pero di pwedeng maging kayo? hay, bahala sila! kung mahal namin ang isa't isa, itatago na lang namin. pero kung malayo kami sa isa't isa... siyempre mahirap talaga yun.
mahirap ba pag pinapahanap ka ng bf/gf ng mahal mo para makalimutan cya? hello, kung ayaw na niya sa akin, wag na lang niya ako pakialaman!


PART 2:


God is giving you just 5 more minutes to live, anong 3 bagay ang sasabihin mo sa taong mahal mo? (naging mahal mo) hmm, mahirap 'to! i'd say (a)i'm sorry that it took me this long to realize how special you really are in my life (b)please forgive me and (c) i will always love you. o diba ang taray?
pinaka heart wrenching words na sasabihin sayo ng mahal mo, kung saan maiiyak ka talaga pagsinabi sayo? di pa naman ito nasabi, pero kung meron man, he would say, "i'm sorry, patty, but i don't love you." *sob*
ano sasabihin mo sa isang taong ayaw maniwala na mahal mo sya? minsan ko na nga lang sasabihin sa iyo, di mo pa ako paniniwalaan!
ano mas masakit? iniwan ka, niloko ka, mahal ka nya kahit may mahal syang iba? pareho lang eh! kahit ano pa ang mangyari, masasaktan ka pa rin!
mahirap bang sabihin yung totoo? mahirap yun, kahit close siya o hindi kasi for one, pag sinabi mo ang totoo, umaamin ka na nagsisinungaling ka. yung iba, pag nalaman nila na nagsisinungaling ka, magagalit sa iyo, yung iba, maiintindihan ka. the bad thing about it? you won't know how they'd react until you say it.
was there ever a time na talagang pinag-aralan mong mahalin ang isang tao? wala. if i don't love him, i don't talaga.
can lovers be friends after the break up? it depends on how you broke up. if friendly, then cool. if not, well...


PART 3:


pag mahal mo ba isang tao kahit kaibigan mo kakalabanin mo para sa guy/gurl na yun? ewan, naguguluhan ako sa question mo!
ano gagawin mo if parehas kayo ng kaibigan mo ng mahal? i'll cross the bridge when i get there. i don't think that's gonna happen, pero kung mangyayari, lagot.
ano gagawin mo pagdumaan yung crush mo sa harap mo at bigla kang natalisod? write to candy's most embarrassing moments.
ano ang dapat mong gawin kung may guy/girl nagpapahiwatg syo na mahal ka nya? kung mahal ko siya, eh di ang saya! kung di naman, i'd probably say, "i need time to think about this." o diba?
paano pag bf/gf mo nagseselos? wala akong bf eh. *sob* eh, kung mangyari yun, maglalambing na lang ako sa kanya. haha.
sasabihin mo ba nararamdaman mo sa isang tao pag may gusto ka? on the right time siguro.
paano kung yung mahal mo nagpaparamdam na parang mahal ka nya pero bandang huli.. may gf/bf na cya? eh kahit mahal ko siya, ayaw ko na sa kanya. iiyak na lang ako. gosh, do i sound like a crybaby na ba?
paano kung ung mahal mo pinapahanap ka ng mamahalin nya? bahala siya sa buhay niya!

Pathetic Me Again

I'm feeling a bit poetic (Pathetic, I know) today but I just don't want to post poems. I just want to write more to release everything but my brain is hopelessly drained from all that crying. I do not usually cry and I'm not usually this pathetic, but I do have my limits. Say what? I'll be okay after a few, what? Hours? Days? Weeks? Months?





You're Catch-22!

by Joseph Heller

Incredibly witty and funny, you have a taste for irony in all that you
see. It seems that life has put you in perpetually untenable situations, and your sense
of humor is all that gets you through them. These experiences have also made you an
ardent pacifist, though you present your message with tongue sewn into cheek. You
could coin a phrase that replaces the word "paradox" for millions of
people.



Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.






You're Ireland!

Mystical and rain-soaked, you remain mysterious to many people, and this
makes you intriguing. You also like a good night at the pub, though many are just as
worried that you will blow up the pub as drink your beverage of choice. You're good
with words, remarkably lucky, and know and enjoy at least fifteen ways of eating a potato.
You really don't like snakes.

Take the Country Quiz at
the Blue Pyramid


jueves, noviembre 11, 2004

Pathetic Me

If you know me personally and you would just see how I look now, you would probably scream and you would not recognize me at all. Yes, currently in fashion are swollen red eyes, pink nose, a sticky face, messy hair and a body that feels like it weighs 900 pounds.


I want to scream out loud.
I want to kick someone's ass.
I want to break glass.
I want to dive.
I want to box someone.
I want to slap someone in the face.
I want to smash my chair.
I want to tear this particular green notebook.
I want to tear someone's hair away from her scalp.
I want to take a sleeping pill that will make me cold out until Wednesday.
I want to hide under the covers all day.
I want to kill someone.
I want to talk back to someone.
I want to be happy but I just can't.


And...


I want to cry again.


Stupid Math Grade.

martes, noviembre 09, 2004

I Miss You

Uh-oh... Card getting tomorrow. Somehow I've accepted the fact I failed.


This is one of my current favorites, aside from WHAT IF. My CD with this song has been stuck in my player for a decade! Hahaha! Really.


*Throws another glance at Jippy Birthday Countdown*




Miss you...



Everyday and every night, this feeling I'd fight
Try as I might but I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright


Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now


I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow


I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too


Miss you...


All I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh I tried to recover
I can't bear it boy alright


When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as I might to hide the tears, and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near


I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too


Miss you...






domingo, noviembre 07, 2004

And The Birthday Countdown Begins!

*Glances apprehensively at Jippy Birthday Countdown on the sidebar*

Jasmine

I'm Jasmine!
I'm Jasmine!
Take What Disney Princess are You? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

Merry Christmas

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type who could either be really nice or very
spiteful. Others probably don't want to be
around you when you are in a bad mood. You like
the presence of other people and you care about
them, but sometimes you could lash out at them,
which could be the side of you that you try to
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sábado, noviembre 06, 2004

WHAT IF

Hi. I'm upset. We had a "moving" test earlier and I--yeah, I studied, promise! But I only got 2. Out of 20. 2 out of 20. Who's not gonna feel bummed about that no!


And I'm dead meat. Impossible naman na hindi bababa yung grades ko. Okay lang naman, pero problema ko yung Math. Patay. One little point and good bye, passing grade.


What else is new? Oh, yan, Mommy Meg popped her knee. Ow, that's gotta hurt so much! She's having a hard time going up and down the stairs. Well, one thing that's cool about it is that she's excused from PE for around two weeks.


The Catalyst came out today. I am on the front page- no kidding! Hehehe! :P


This is a really cute song. It's WHAT IF by Babyface. I dunno, it's really just so cute, even though I can barely relate. Hehehe.


I ran into a friend of yours the other day
And I asked her how you've been
She said my girl is fine; just bought a house, got a job, real good man
I told her I was glad for you; that's wonderful
But does she ever ask `bout me?
She said she's happy with her life right now
Let her go, let her be
And I told myself I would, but something in my heart just would not let you go
I just wanna know


[Chorus:]
What if we were wrong about each other?
What if you were really made for me?
What if we was `sposed to be together?
Would that not mean anything?
What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?
How can you be sure that things are better?
If you can't be sure your heart is still here with me
Still wanting me


Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeing
I told her there was no one in particular
There's just I, myself, and me
I told her that I dream of you quite often
She just cut her eyes at me
She said you got a home, you're very happy
So just stop your meddling
I told her that I won't
I said things were cool, but I guess I was wrong
I still can't move on


[Chorus]


Now that could be my car
That could be my house
That could be my baby boy that you're nursing
That could be the trash that I always take out
That could be the chair that I love to chill in
That could be my food on the table at the end of the day
Hugs and the kisses, all the love we make
What the hell do you expect me to say?
What if it's really `sposed to be this way?
What if you're really `sposed to be with me?


[Chorus fade-out]

martes, noviembre 02, 2004

And I Cried

Fuck! I am so upset right now! I couldn't care less if my eyes are mugto-mugto and... bleeh!


Why do some people think they're God?! They're not. But they think they are. That is so stupid!


If you're bossed around too much and you're not even their maid, of course you can't just sit around looking pretty while inaapi ka. No. No. I exploded. I fought back. I felt it was the right thing to do. I had to stand up for myself. I can't just let anyone boss me around when they don't even have the right. Ano ba ako sa kanila, anak? Hindi!


Tables were turned. Instead, those dorks got mad AT ME. Why so? They were, after all, the reason why I exploded. Fuck them. I should be the one to get mad AT THEM. I couldn't care either if they're family or not. I had to fight. And they not only bossed me around, they don't even CARE if they invaded my privacy. It's too much!


They made kampi-kampihan among themselves. And I was alone. My mom was out. Maky and I e-mailed eath other. She said to let it be because they were "family" after all. Some "family" (Sorry, I can't say it properly). I just can't. I'm hurt. My ego is bruised. I get hurt everytime I think about it. Maky also said that I might end up saying things I will regret later on. Did these dorks think before they said all those bad things about me? Did they even care if I got hurt with all the mean things they kept on saying? Me? Yes, I do think before I speak (Except earlier- I totally lost my mind no!) and I try to think of ways to say things without hurting a person but if there's no other way to say it then I'd just be blunt and say it.

And they had the guts to tell me that I DON'T RESPECT MY ELDERS? What the fuck to they mean? I DO respect my elders. I respect them a lot. Maybe they just misunderstood my respect for them but that's beside the point. It hurts. You're following their orders they had the guts to say that?! They keep on promising things in exchange but do I get them? No I don't. No. I just ask for simple things like Load and etc, and they can't do it? What kind of people are they anyways? Believe me, they are rich. Lucky for them. Ask anybody. I do respect elders. I respect my teachers even if I hate them because pinagtitiyagaan nila ako. I respect my Mom because I love her so much. I even respect my Dad, for heaven's sake. I am hurt.


And even if this may sound immaturish to you, I walked out. I just did. They continued screaming and yelling at me as if I'm just a stupid basurero who spilled an entire garbage truck onto a mansion.


And I cried.

lunes, noviembre 01, 2004

November

It's November. Hooray.

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close...
not even a little bit...
not even at all.
*Sighs*

Back

Yes. I am officially back after a five-day absence. I bet you missed me. Aminin na kasi no!


I've never really loved Spiderman but I was dying to change my current template for reasons only I should know. And I have no choice but to choose this. Yes, your Royal Highness Fiona, you can call me bored.


So where was I for the last five days? I was up in the mountains poring over pirated DVDs, eating every single second and sleeping. I was tortured, I mean, forced to go there. I have no choice. And this is the first opportunity I'm grabbing to go home (I was dying). The others are staying there until tomorrow or Tuesday.


I'm officially home. And I miss my best friend, the computer. Oh, the joy of touching your keyboard again and hearing the stupid dialling tone of the dial-up connection. What happiness. *Laughs sarcastically*


You know what's funny? Yesterday, I was sleeping and I think it was about six in the morning. Someone left the door open and like, Ranger (See photo below) got into the bedroom (He's not allowed to) and I was sleeping on the floor. The next thing I knew, there was this hot tongue (Eeewww!) lapping over my eye--my left eye and I bolted upright. It was the dog! The dog, I tell you! I was whispering horsely, "Ranger! Out! Out!" and my brother rose from beside me, took one look at me and Ranger, got up, carried Ranger away and dumped him into the living room. Har har har. I got into the bathroom (Oh gawd I was so thankful there was water!) and splashed some onto licked eye. Eeewwwww. Gross me out.




I'm still left behind on some movies. While I was there, I watched Prince and Me, The Girl Next Door, Chasing Liberty, Jersey Girl, Cheaper By The Dozen, Cinderella Story among others. Not on this list are Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, Mean Girls and Ella Enchanted. *Sigh*


Since I feel like it, I'm gonna blog about some of my dearest friends.


TAMMY- She was one of my very first closest friends. I consider her my online best buddy. Heck, we even think alike sometimes and I can say we're both gossip-hungry, fashion-critic girls. We both have the same obsessions (Oh Tams, you know! Just keep it quiet :D ) and it's funny because if one is sad, the other is too, if one is happy, the other is too. I feel comfortable talking to her, and when I do, it doesn't feel like she's miles away but just right beside you. She's really nice to talk to.


ATE JUDITH- My group of friends and I consider her the "Professor" because she's so knowledgeable on stuff about a certain person we admire. She's a totally cool person and she knows how to make you laugh when you're down. She's really funny and witty and she likes this guy who... talk sense. Right? ;P Ate J's one of those few people who I consider my elder sisters and I really feel comfortable sharing secrets with her because not only will she keep the secret, she'll give you advice. She's sweet.


ATE MARIE- Another of those few people who I consider my elder sisters. She knows my secrets too and she's cool with it. She'll really be there for you when you need her, she listens and understands. And she's really pretty (Charux), she's tsee-nee-tah. She's also funny and has this malambing, comforting voice over the phone. She likes this guy who is related to the guy who talks sense and has the initials of PA. One thing I admire about her is that she never lets anyone put her down and she's real to herself.


MAKY- Broadcaster diva herself! Joke! Maky is this really hardworking person who people might consider a bitch (Just like the real thing eh?), but I'm not one of those people. I think she is a nice, sweet person and she sticks it out until the end. She has this amazing, diligent attitude that I really admire. I don't know if you know it Maky, but I really admire the way you do things-- you really work hard for things and I'm hoping I could have that attitude as well. I also admire how she treats people who think that she is the real ABS-CBN Queen of News *Smirks* And most of all, she's a great friend who'll make you laugh and who is true to herself.


More tomorrow . *Yawn*